Ennui

I am so bored right now. So bored, in fact, that I hope someone reading this will post a comment because I am in desperate need of mental stimulation. So bored that I can't think of anything to write about, because my mind is completely blank. I've discovered lately that I'm not a good phone person. Why am I working at a call center then? Because I need the money. Will someone please send me better ideas on how to earn a living? Staring at a computer screen all day shouldn't be one of them. This computer is so old that I can't even get on AIM Express or watch videos. At least I'm only at this job 2 days a week. But I'd much rather be sitting outside feeding pigeons. At least bird watching is a step up from what I'm able to accomplish here. I even tried reading my daily horoscope for entertainment, but it was depressing too. Something about insanity a.k.a. the habit of repeating the same actions over and over and expecting the same result each time. But can you imagine me sane? Of course not. Insanity, if anything gives me relief from ennui that plagues my everyday working life at ____, Inc. For example, spying on people through friendster is a great way to remind myself how I am so much better than most people on friendster. But once in a while it backfires and I end up coming across the profile of an old nemesis and realize I am a loser compared to him/her.