Another rainy day...

I am looking forward to going home. Really, I am. The past week has been mentally and emotionally draining for me. I thought my life had mellowed out finally. Seeing someone again for the first time in months brought back so many buried emotions. Combining that with news that he is leaving and having to say goodbye to him simply crushed my spirit. I finally wrote down in words what was on my mind and gave it to him. I did it because I couldn't say it face to face without maintaining my composure. And this weather did nothing to improve my mood. All I can tell myself is that our paths will converge again in the future.