It's cold and raining

This is the first week I've really felt homesick. After the long weekend and the drama that came with it, I decided to treat myself by going shopping. I finally found the mall downtown and went crazy. The salespeople loved me. But alas, shopping is not the same when you do it by yourself. I have yet to meet people at school whom I think would be fun shopping partners. Being a single shopper further highlights my inability to make decisions. I try stuff on and have conversations with myself. I end up buying everything. I came home and showed my roommate all the stuff I got on sale, but it's still not the same. She did not share my enthusiasm. I don't even know why I dress up anymore. I see the same people at school day in day out.

I actually have a lot of free time as a student. I think people here stress out too much. I've decided to revert to my old strategy of procrastination. what's the point in spending a whole week doing research when you can just do it in a day? With all my free time, I could explore the city. I don't even feel like finding a job. The only thing I miss about being employed full time is that when I get home, I have the entire evening to myself. Since I moved here, there has yet to be one night when I have gone to bed before 12. I think I'm actually looking forward to going home. Boston is really small. I could walk the entire city in a day. At this moment I'm listening to Missy Elliot and I feel like dancing. It makes me REALLY miss SF for some reason. I miss the view of SF from my office. *SIGH* Maybe I should stop writing now before I get seriously depressed.